If you are a seeker of truth, sincerely striving to understand the meaning of life, the mystery of death, if you read esoteric literature, but do not know what to do with the information contained in the books, if you have not yet developed a single, holistic worldview that will give the answer to all your questions; if you care not only about the current little things in life, but also about the purpose of life, the meaning of its sufferings and joys; you feel that there is a deep meaning in life, that everything that happens has a certain pattern, which means I can tell you my opinion about what you need to do next.
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